One if by land, two if by see, oh won't you come see about me?

Pomfret
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Long Beach

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Monday, February 2, 2009

a la prochen fois rouen...

aaaaaaarghhhhhhhh
pppplllllllllllbbbbbbbblpppppfffffffffttt

the tears keep falling, slowly, softly, releasing grief
yesterday i went to whole foods and stocked my pantry and fridge with good provisions
i searcehd and searched for nut butter, but cashew butter was the closest i could find
this morning i had delicious oatmeal in a blue bowl, big matti style
work is fine, as i wish i had reminded myself so often while away that it would be
my sister is in the midst of pregnancy illness, her husband lost his job,and i am angry about it all
i spent 3 loving hours with lyric who desperatley wanted to watch the superbowl though she had no idea what that meant
we snuggled on the couch under the delicious purple blanket
i am aloof, my vessel is empty
i will go home and sleep, sleep it off and away
i surrender, i let go, i fall
remembering always to eat my vegetables first

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