Margarita's Anyone?

posted by myriam
so it's almost 4 now and i'll be out of work by 5. my plan is to head home, change and meet you guys outside on the back patio by 5:30 pm. i have so much i want to talk to you about i can't wait to get together...

i am seriously missing you two right now. with all the people and things and happenings, i just want to be with my friends. my friends who's beds i can crawl into and watch change several outfits or watch sex and the city with or just laugh and force to make egg rolls wrapped.

i'm lonely for you and lonely for a life that doesn't require so much contemplating from me. i want to sit outside on the grass at the farm and watch max run. i want to sit on the floor in the kitchen and watch as ruth makes soup.

it's all passing so slowly and so quickly at the same time. it is breaking my heart and it's also kicking my ass in a good way. it means i've had to spend A L O T of time with myriam and well in some instances it's fun and others it's not. either way, it's all unfolding as it should i suppose.

i just really wish you'd be on the porch tonight when i get home...

love you
myriam