MJ & RoobyLou

It's not a contest between you and the squatters and the gremlins...
They need someplace to live...
If you can accept they live inside you...
You can more easily make peace with them by not trying to force them out.
Its natural for you to have rising anxieties around life changing experiences
Life transitions are anxiety causing...there's eustress - good stress, excitement
and there's bad stress - fear
and a very fine line between them...
let the stress be the good kind...
and let the gremlins and squatters have their say and then get on with doing whatever it is that makes you feel okay...
What's on the agenda that you MUST "do"
You don't have to move FORWARD...you can move SIDEWAYS
If you decide to move BACKWARD ..you haven't lost anything....
slow slow quick quick
It's just a dance baby girl...
It's just a dance
and the good dances need different rhythms and movements up, down, forwar, backward - side to side
to be anything interesting at all...
You're okay...You're more than okay...It's a good life you live.
Let it be okay...
Get some excercise...
Eat some sweet fruit...
Drink some cool water with lemon, orange and cucumber slices
You're okay....
Resist nothing.

PS. I researched the Colipost and they say the coli is not available - that's all they say...
and all I can do is accept that answer...
and say:
Thank you from my toes to my nose for sending Love in a Box...
Thank you for every morsel of love you sent...
I feel it all the time...
I know how you love...deeply and know there's good love in that box...
I hope it finds our flat..I do...but if not...
Thank you because I still profit from the love anyway.

I love you both like the wind loves the dirt ; )