seems to be the only things getting me excited these days. Well, that's not true, I'm enjoying working out and my work is a alrighty too. I've been spending evenings on the couch with Kerry watching the Lakers and really enjoying it. Then at working my streaming Jazz makes everything seem light. I did make it through last week and here we are in the middle of another week. Do you have obsessive thoughts? How do you quiet the mind? How do you know what to believe? I keep having this ovewhleming feeling that it's over, I've done everything, I don't have the desire really to do anything else. It feels freeing in some way to think about it because everything else seems so freakin big. It seems strange because I have done so much and now I don't know how? How did I go to Indonesia, how did I wake up at 5:30 am and work at a diner? How did I finish high school? The challenge is in replacing the thoughts. Well, not replacing actually shifting or hell I don't know. This is such a strange time for me yet I feel as if I've been saying that most of my life. P.S. I know the photo is not a basketball but it's the closet thing I could find that looked like one.
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